"yung dadaan yung araw tapos, alam mo sa sarili mo na may inaantay ka pang hindi pa nangyayari, at ang de potang katotohanan na buong puso kang naniniwala na darating yung isang araw na magiging okay rin ang lahat.
tapos minsan, mapapatanong ka sa sarili mo kung tama pa ba yung ginagawa mo, kahit masakit, kahit alam mong hindi na tama, kaso, alam mo sa sarili mo na pag hindi mo ginawa yun, hindi ka rin naman magiging masaya.
mahirap mag-antay sa wala, mahirap maghintay."
----> chamlurve of Tumblr
I repost this because I believe in her thoughts. I've been in love many times and now I'm experiencing this acts, I'm waiting for nothing. No one tells me to do it, but I'm in it because I really love the person involves in my story. He's special in me and I would do all things I can just to make him happy, and I would do anything for him to be comfortable being with me. But as this passage said it is really painful. How awful I am isn't? I hope that someday my head will banged at the wall and I will be awake by this stupidities I am doing with the person I really love. I mean I'm doing all bullshits just to make that person happy with me but I know he is just ignoring all the efforts I exerted and it's just nothing. I'm in pain but I cannot resist but do things for him.
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