SAD iN HAPPINESS ♥

I'm absent today. I have a diarrhea and it hurts like hell. Plus I have a runny nose. I decided not to attend classes. My mom brought me the City Hall's Health Center and there I was inject an anti-flu vaccine. Afternoon this day, when I was sleeping, I heard my classmates' voice calling outside our house. They visited me and they asked why I am absent then they brought me some news. First they tell me about our coming initiation this coming Saturday. They told me what to wear and what to bring. Second news is the announcement of the top. Unfortunately I do not belong with it. For the first time of my entire life I wasn't able to be in the honors. I'm a bit prepared of that but I'm afraid my mom wouldn't able to accept it. I was sad about it but what else can I do? I just have to accept and learn from it. Life teaches us and maybe that is a major lesson for me. And then I am also happy because one of my officer in COCC, Ma'am Shayne Araullo texted me and asked if I am ok. I'm glad on what she did because all of a sudden I think that she is really mad at me and she has hard feelings for me, but then I was wrong. She is so sweet. Another thing is that my kapatid also send me a cheer up message. It was in a group message form. He stated there that our goal in this quarter is avoiding lakwatchas and for me to be on top again. I replied a yes to him and he said that "kapatidq,xmpre,mgkasama tau lag. pag bagsak,mgkasama. dpat pag akyat din" and I was touched by that. I'm inspired to get along my way. I hope I could be better this time. I promise not to sleep when I'm doing some reviews. I promise to focus on my studies and not to entertain any heartaches that makes me doubt and so whatever. I will. :) I'll pray and hope for the better. I know Lord loves me. And I wish my mom will accept whole heartedly that I got down.