I MiSS YOU ♥

I miss a lot of people that are important to me, I wish there's no change after all. So people that I love won't change like H-I-M. But I can't control people and time only can tell. I desperately want to see Reuel by this times, I really miss him, he's been absent for about one week or something. Rumors said he had Dengue, hmpft I hate mosquitoes for that and honestly I was about to have dengue, my doctor monitors my platelet and we thought it was dengue after all but fortunately it is not. And I am well by now, but sadly to say my loveone-Reuel is not feeling well because of stupid mosquitoes who bit him. :( I want to see him, I want to visit him in the hospital but I can't ofcourse I have no right to do it, even as a friend. Poor me. Another thing is I miss one of life. XD he's been different, sophisticated, and busy all this times. All I do is understand and understand him. But it really hurts me seeing him with other girls, flirting and forgetting about me. But what can I do? of course nothing again, because I am just a FRIEND. Poor me again. Can somebody love me? Ahhh! I am a bullshit drama queen isn't it? Desperately misses people but those doesn't give any damn or any affection or even care about me. I want somebody to love me. I need somebady to love me, but I guess this isn't the right time.