Because of the annoying new seating arrangements my life now is miserable being jealous to my kapatid's seat mate. I admit it-I am jealous. I know it's kinda selfish or what can you call it but I supposed to be with their position. I am my kapatid's seatmate I am with him going to comfort room. But now he intend to invite someone to go with him. Unfair?! I don't know. We supposed to talk about something but now it's rare enough. I am sooooooo upset. What the hell I supposed to do? this affects me a lot - I can't focus on my studies and I can't concentrate on what I am about to do. This is bothering! I should not be jealous right? because I am just a friend or something. That's he's life. Annoying!
Lord, Please help me to get along with this hates. Please lead me to good way and so I can do productive with my life. I hope I could study better than before. I promised my kapatid that I will be in the top students again but how should I, if I kept thinking of him and being jealous with people around her? I am being hypocrite dumb ass. -_________-
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