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JAMES NICOLE P. DAVE Don't you see that I dearly LOVE you? I mean our friendship means a lot to me. I love you, I care about you, I tried to protect you as I can even I can't but you seem doesn't even care. :( I'm now in the state of hurt! Yeah you don't notice it because I hide and i pretend I'm normal. Acting that nothing is happening, I'm such a drama queen isn't? You don't know what you are doing to me? Aww because you're too busy with your other friends, that's exactly my problem, I can't cope up seeing you with them while you left me out hanging. I may acting selfish but it's because I'm too sick seeking attention from you. But I just accept everything because I really really do love you. I try to understand that I'm just one of your normal friends and i'm not so important to you. But I want you to know that I'm still here waiting, longing, HOPING because my happiness is with you. I'm sorry I'm selfish. I'm sorry if i expect tooo much for you. And I'm sorry for blogging this shit for you. I'm being this is just because I love you. ♥


The picture up is a portrait of ours. --- we're together and I'm happy seeing you/being you, all just for you and you are happy looking with someone else, searching for others even I'm with you. PATHETIC life. SORRY. :(