LOVE LOVE LOVE ♥

♥ Oh, I'm a stupid crap! Maybe I'm just feeling being left out and not being loved. I thought HE doesn't care for me, he already forget me... BUT I was just thinking of these stupidity. Well from my previous posts I've been complaining that my boy best friend doesn't give me any damn but I guess I was wrong to feel that. He now shows his concerns etc. on me that made me feel "aww I was wrong. I know he love me and I am imporant to him in his own ways" just like that.

What he does to make me feel less worries:
He made me laugh now.
He comforts me when I'm depressed.
He said that I'm BETTER than his new seatmate and it made me smile because his freakin' seatmate make hilarious things to annoy me.! REALLY fucked! >.< (im sorry to you)
He hugs me more than before. :D

And he does simple things I value as a treasure *ya know* I'm just a 'mababaw' person I don't ask for more but attention to make me feel that you love me. Yeah hell yeah! that's me. :D

♥ Another thing is that I don't know if I started to fall AGAIN for someone older than me right in the school. I mean I just moved on from my infatuation to a stupid "pa-fall" person and suddenly here I am again falling into another man? OH CRAP! but I can't just resist he is truely great, gentleman and such a NICE person. Though he was just nothing to me before he was just a normal "kuya" but when I entered COCC I got a chance to know him better. I admit he is one of my officers, I mean really GREAT OFFICER! Just remember in relation to this, I got a chance also to know better my 3-year-man or should I say my Love?! -- I think he is so stubborn, hell to spill the truth but he is not nice as what I am expecting. I worried a lot my feeling to be gone and to fall for another guy. HOPE NOT.