Today is JULY E-I-G-H-T 2010, and i am really really so desperately depressed today. Eight is our friendly-monthsary of my BOY BEST FRIEND-JAMES and I am so sad! why? He doesn't even care about me now, not like before. He doesn't give me a damn care?! how could it be?! He just stare at me and then I felt like 'I am alone' he gives more attention to others. I know it is a bit of selfishness but!! what the hell!! It must be our day!! isn't? And another thing that depressed me is he just called me K-I-M -- did he ever forget that I'm his sister or I mean KAPATID.
I just got bored all over my sucking day! And I get myself entertained by staring at the window, watching birds flew, and the trees dancing at my eyes. How pathetic? And I'm a bit glad that Jefferson is right beside me, without knowing he comforts me, yeah really! By just smiling ooh! God! Honestly I am definitely jealous about everyone who is with my best friend, esp. when I'm not with them, swear to God, but I hide it and I'm not just over reacting it in front of them. I pretend everything is all alright, that I'm fine bu the sucking truth is damn NOT. I don't want to revolve my life with one person (pointing to James) but I can't get over it. So sick of seeking attention from him. :(
H-A-P-P-Y-E-I-G-H-T-T-O-U-S ------ so sick of you, but I can't get over.
COCC I'm not yet official cadette of our school but we're starting to train. Yeah it is soo fun. :) But I admit that the nervous is within it. But I enjoy every single knowledge I learned by our lovely commandant "ma'am bulatao" she's great, really. And my favorite part of it is when she utters these words "TIKAS PAHINGA NA" My nerves is sinking. hahahahaha.
--I just remember what happened that inspires me to update this blog is that- Kapatid doesn't really cares me! You know he didn't accompany me going home.! SUCK he chose Kimberly that me. Me that his kapatid/bestfriend/P.A and maybe he forgot it's our day today. AMPF. damn! it sucks!!!!! >.< bye!
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