HELL iN HAPPiNESS ♥

My title is so contrary isn't it?

Anyway, my morning isn't good. I know we're OK but he doesn't give damn on me. We're just like 'deadma' to each other. I'm not with him during recess. He's with our other friends and so I am. The fucking irritating truth, he is with SOMEONE whose taking advantage because we're not ok. And it really kills me to see that. I ate my meal with Tito Patrick. I lose my appetite. I am still depress. I hate how a little misunderstanding can ruin my whole WORLD. They went up earlier than us, and when I'm in the classroom he is looking for Kenneth and then he saw me. HE said "May meetint mamaya" and then switch glance to other thing. Can't focus on things I am up to. During our chemistry class, our teacher is commenting about her penmanship. She said that it wasn't nice and the Kapatid comment like this "alam mo na ung feeling ma'am? kung aalipusta mo ung sulat ko" then I know he is staring at me while smiling. I stare back and smile too. I know what he mean. It is Bestfriends instinct ;) But I just ignore that because after our class, I waited for him but he ignore me. Then I got the chance to be with him because of the meeting thing. I told him why he does ignore me all the time and he answered it's because his not in the mood to do it so. After that the real US went back. You know the feeling of being free from all the heartaches, worries and all that. I am HAPPY now. Really really happy. I could die now. :D LOLJK but I felt deep happiness afterwards. He made my day complete.♥