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CHRiSTMAS 2010 ♥

Good Evening :) Just got home from Taguig, so much toxicated and I still have a cough >.< Christmas last night went fun, the party, the foods and everything. My Tito served as our clown he is so funny :D He hosted the party. There are a lot of foods but I don’t eat much, I concentrated on eating fruits >:P (Diet neh?)

My cousins were too bully, they are so much pasaway. I reminisced my childhood when they asked me to play ‘Nanay Tatay’, ‘Taguan’ and playing Dolls.

Lols I joined three games out of eight. The Kalamansi Relay (we won!) and then my cousin forced me to do the left two games= Singing and Dancing. Imagine I sung even I have cough? But I liked it too because the prize is P500.00!! But then I didn’t won they told me that the criteria is the worst voice ever and that is Ate Len >:D. I danced just nothing, just to participate (I don’t actually dance). Gift Giving is the most exciting part. I received three gifts which I didn’t actually expect. :P

Anyway here are my cousins (father side)


PS:Late Post :P

AND THE REASON is YOU :(

Grabe, alam mo ba napaka martir ko daw. Malamang hindi mo yun alam, kasi kahit ako hindi ko yun napapansin. Mga malalapit kong kaibigan bukod saiyo napapansin, sinasabi nila na I give you too much of my love. Yung tipong para saakin nalang, ibibigay ko pa sayo. Yung isasakripisyo ko ang lahat kahit sila pa, para lang saiyo. Kaya ko daw ibigay lahat ng kailangan mo, gagawan ko pa ng paraan para sayo na hinding hindi ko naman nagawa sakanila. Grabe hindi ko yun alam, ginagawa ko nalang kasi ikaw, kasi mahal kita. OO, kaibian mo lang ako. Magkaibigan lang tayo, special yung treatment ko sayo kasi bestfriend ang turing ko, pero ewan ko ba kung ano talaga ang posisyon ko jan sa buhay mo. Simpleng kaibigan na kagaya ng iba, ay hindi pala! Least sa iba. Alam mo ba na nag seselos ako? OO totoo yun. Hindi ko lang masabi sayo, hindi lang ako makapag reklamo kasi ano nga lang ba ako sayo dba? Baka pag sinabi ko sayo ung nararamdaman ko, ikaw pa ang magalit, ako pa ang mag sorry at malala baka mag away pa tayo. Masakit kasi sobra na kitang pinahahalagahan pero wala parin akjo sayo. Hindi ko naman hinihingi na maging tayo, ayoko noon never kong ginusto, ang sakin lang naman sana kagaya din ako ng iba mong 'kaibigan' na sobra mong pinapahalagahan. hindi ko alam pero sa tingin ko wala lang talaga ako sayo. pero iniisip ko nalang na pantay pantay kami jan sa puso mo. Kasi pag mag kasama naman tayo, inaasikaso at inaalala mo rin naman ako kahit papano. Hindi ko lang makita ung ginagawa mo na katulad sakanila. IKAW ang dahilan ng kalungkutan at pag iisip ko gabi-gabi at araw araw. Ikaw ang nagpapatibok ng puso ko at ikaw rin ang nagbibigay ng dahilan para mapawi ang kalungkutang nadadama ko. Ang maging masaya ay dahil sayo, sa maliit mong paraan at pag alala lahat ng mabibigat na dahilan ay tila napawi na. WALA NA un ang pinakamahirap doon. Hindi kita maiwasan o malayuan man lang dahil natutunan ko na ang mamuhay ng kasama mo. Mamuhay sa likod mo, taga sunod nag mamahal ng palihim. Kaibigan lang kita paano pa kaya kung tayo? Edi lalo pa akong nabaliw?! Nakakainis mahal na mahal kita kapatid ko. Hindi kita mahal as may pagnanasa mahal na mahal kita ng may pagpapahalaga. Sana makuntento nalang ako kung ano ang kaya mong ibigay sakin. SANA. SANA hanggang sana nalang ako. :( WAHHH message of my heart kainis.

Anyway mahal na mahal parin kita kahit anong mangyare. Hay SMILE

S.M.I.L.E ♥

Sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing means absolutely everything to me I LOVE YOU BUDDY ! ♥

ANTi-STRESS ♥

Too much paper works, busy schedule, sleepless nights, school toxics and other things are getting along my way. URGHHH! They made me so stressful. Thank God, I still find time to pause and have a break. I have this stress relevant and it is so effective. I was like in heaven whenever I have this. XD Me is very much voracious! OOH lala, it's SNICKERS >:P I love it!

CARELESS? : CARE MUCH! ♥

Oooh before anything else, HAPPY DECEMBER 1ST blog! :) Christmas is coming. I feel the ambiance.! So much excited.

Anyway, this morning I hoped for a better day, which I think came true. :D I've been happy this whole day, except for one which irritate me. Hmm let's not talk about it. Cause I am HAPPY, yeah you read it right! I AM H-A-P-P-Y :D We took a practice this afternoon at Rica's Place for our music video as quarterly for Computer, I guess. Weel then I expect not much from it neither this happiness I feel right now. I thought I'm gonna mourn because of the scenes we need to make (jealousy reasons). But then all of that was nothing. Well it goes like this. 1st, I don't know but my kapatid James is super kind to me, wahh we shared a bread, he said "Hati tayo, kasi wala ka." Hmm and then when we are on our way home, I am about to hit by a motor, and then he said "kapatid tabi!" Well I didn't see that motor so, fine. Then few steps there was a car and I am also about to heat. It's like inch a way. he scream at me (in a nice way, I think. luls) "kapatid, ano ba, tabi". And then he invites all of us to have ice cream break. We planned to do that at 7/11 store. And way to the store, we stayed for a while. I don't know what cross to my mind, when I saw the traffic man, and then I corss my way without knowing that there's a vehicle beside me. He really scream like a "wooooo" he said "Ano ba kapatid, muntik kana masagasaan blah blah blah." I ignored him and made some smirk. He was really concerned at me :D (kiligs) and then right away at 7/11, he was making a litany at me. Saying that I should be careful. And then up to the jeepney and so whatever. (I'm such a dumb ass streetwalker! but then it was a sweet side of him :P) When I am about to go down the jeepney he uttered his last words before we separate ways: "ooh ingat kapatid, maya masagasaan ka pa jan" I laughed at him again and saying "bye!" waving my head signing that I will never be hit by anything/anyone. :) At home, I received a GM from him. I was special mentioned there stating ".kapatid!woi! 3 beses kna muntek msgasaan ah.sows!kundipa cgawan.magingat nga." that! :D haha and I replied "magiingat na po ;P Sorry :)" and then that. This is how my heart melts. and this is why I love my best friend so much. He is there for me at my stupidest acts. I love to be with him even though sometimes there's a depression. Hmm but that would be all nothing when something like this happens :) - I got Online in facebook a while ago. We took a little chat. About assignment in chemistry and then suddenly he changes topic and turns into this. :
AWWWW touched :DDDDDD ---- I LOVE YOU KAPATID.no one can separate us. no one can take away me to you. and you to me. just when rest in peace do it so. ;)) ILOVE YOU