TOXiC - HEARTACHES ♥

This week we've celebrated our 14th foundation of our school. It was really tiring because we need to follow every command of our officers because of COCC and we should provide what they need. And also the toxic of being a SC Secretary, we manage the prizes for the parlor games that to be held. Practices for Sabayang Bigkas and all, I'm one of six who are star in that performance. But after i see myself smiling for accomplishments I've done.

• HEARTACHES - I don't know what's happening on me. The old selfish and lonely Kim is returning back. I becoming selfish again and totally jealous when it comes to HIM , i don't really know why I am like this. I'm becoming too much possessive and that's not really nice at all. He's focuses are not on mine and he doesn't care me neither. How can I over c\ome this pressure? It really bothers me SUCK. Remember my "seccret love"? the feelings are back again. I thought I'm done with him. I'm a damn girl I jealous though I don't have the rights, I mean I'm not his girlfriend I'm just an ordinary FRIEND. And tries to seek affection to him. I should not be possessive because it affects me a lot. My studies are being affected, my heart and my mind are confused. If only i could tell him that I love him..

PS: He has a new girl --- it irritates me to see that girl and having text messages from that bitch saying stupidities. T.T

PSS: Sorry if i am bitter much. :(