I can't write on my blog yesterday because I'm too toxic of so many stuffs ruined in my life. Like planning for "lakwatcha" today but i'ts being cancelled, because they are not really participating. Well another thing is that me and my best friend are were talking about the creations of Mr. Marcelo Santos|||. He is awesome, I can relate myself to his stories, one of those is entitled "BEST FRIENDS" OMG it's so dramatic, and yes painful also.
After I watched some of his videos, I texted my best friend(boy) then I told him why is that Marcelo's story always about best friends then the other one fell in love to another. Then I said how if the time came that I fell in love with him what would be the result. And then he told me that if ever that would happen i have to wait for him like what he did on his girlfriend right now. And I felt like 'WOOOW, do I really have to do that? Waiting for him is like Hurting my own self' then I replied, I told him I would not let it happen(it already happen) because I know he loves his girlfriend. It's really a painful thing. Yeah and then he said "we don't know the future, maybe the fate says that we will end up together." And I don't know how to react on that I just told him a simple 'good night'.
-then tonight he asked me if what happen last night he thought it was just a dream. hmmp it's a rude thing. I'm tired of these. I want to regret everything. But I can't.
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