Feel relieve

Well I feel much better this way. I have learned that COMMENTS/NEGATIVE REACTIONS are part of the game which we call life.Many people will do dirty tactics to distract you. We have to face it and just ignore it, we don't have to be affected with it because we will loose. Because this game is requiring more patient and understanding.
What important is that we have our own talents to be more effective human and to win in the game. ♥♥

Why does back-fighters exists?

In the very beginning palang naman I defined myself as simple and not a pretender. Gaya nga ng sabi ko wala namang dahilan para mag panggap ako or mang gaya ee. It hurts too much kung may mag back-stab sayo at sabihan ka ng kung ano-ano. In that case mas maiintindihan ko pa kung harap harapan nyo sasabihin ang mga hinanakit, negative comments/feedbacks.
I believe na hindi ko ginaya ang sinoman. I love to performing in front of many people, gusto ko ipakita lahat ng kakayahan ko na masasabi kong sariling akin. Sariling diskarte. I practiced alot for that piece and what? makikita kong feedback ay ganito ganyan.. Na sinabi pa ng iba. Pwede namang sabihin nila sakin ng harapan. At that point mababago ko pa ung ayaw nila sakin or something they think negative about me.
And I'm very sad kasi hindi ko na alam ung mundong ginagalawan ko. All I know is I have a lot of friends that I can lean on. BUT I don't know kung tapat nga ba sila sakin. Malay ko kung ano ang tingin nila sakin pag talikod ko, I don't know. I have a friend ask me, "Sigurado ka ba talaga kay ****?" I think deeply, pause for a long time, and I realized... oo nga sigurado ba ako sakanya?. then I stupidly answer her.. "Pag kasama ko sya OO, pero pag hindi na.. EWAN ko nalang."
How vein am I? I don't know. Mali ba ako ng nasamahan na kaibigan? O mali lang na ituring ko silang KAIBIGAN dahil hindi naman un ung tingin nila sakin. I never wish naman na maging ganito kami nung "friend ko na un" hindi ko din pinangarap, basta dumating nalang. I AM SUCH A STUPID. :(

. Who Am I .

--introduction

My name is simply Kim Daniega Quiambao, my father gave that name. Well everybody calls me at KIM, but others used to call me as Kimbot. I'm very simple girl who lives with my mom since I was in this world. My dad is far away from me to serve other countries. I'm pure Filipina and proud to be.

I'm breathing inhales and exhales 14 years and counting since October 30, 1995. I'm now second year high school in a catholic/parochial school, Colegio de San Jose del Monte. I'm enrolled there since I was Kindergarten.

-- sa ugali naman

Well I'm Friendly and Kind specially when it comes to children. I'm having fun with children, gusto ko kasi ng kapatid unfortunatelly my parents can't give me. Gusto ko maging mabait sa lahat dahil masarap sa pakiramdam. I want to share my knowledge, help as I can, most important is that I want to make people around me happy and satisfy with love I give them. I don't want wars, hate ko yun.

--plans and likes/dislikes

Actually nature lover ako. I want to take good care of our nature in my own little ways. Dahil sa kapaligiran kaya ako nabubuhay. Pangarap ko maging isang theater actress at mag aral sa London State University.

-- Kahinaan

Mahina ako pag dating sa pakikipag socialize with my crushes. Nahihiya ako ng sobra. Besides lagi ako nag mamahal pero hindi nila ako makuhang mahalin(boys esp.). I'm so lost pag dating sa pag ibig. Kadalasan may mahal na iba ung minamahal ko ng tunay at palihim ako kung magmahal. Takot ako magmahal ng iba dahil hindi ko kayang ibigay ang sarili ko sakanila. I only love ONE.

that's all. :)